From Ways to cope with the depression of the dream of Pandora being intangible. Part 3Posted by HydroFrom What Have We Done To Our Own Pandora?
First i wanna say Hi ok, i found out about this forum from some news website and i couldnt believe that so many ppl experienced depression after watching Avatar. Now i feel a relief knowing that im not a part of a small group having this symptoms, rather being a part of a community in which i can express my feelings along with the others.
Im gonna say a few words about my life in the past few years.
Over the past 3,4 years i literally had no life. I dedicated most of my time playing games on the computer, i became addicted of a very popular computer game. I start losing all my friends, and eventually almost every contact with the real world. I knew i had to escape from this hell and go back to the real life but it was too late, i tried so many times to get back on track but couldnt, i started to fear ppl and i barely was getting outside......but this thing was about to change... 2 days ago i went to saw Avatar. I didnt saw the trailers first, i just heard is a good move but that was all. After i saw the movie something strange and beautiful happened. Suddenly my eyes opened and i could see what i couldnt for 4 years, for the first time in 4 years i realized why im living for, the Splendid world of Pandora made me see the truth, made me see that that world is here on Earth, you just have to look for it. All the happiness, the divine world of Pandora is something that everyone can have...this is the meaning of life, this is the beauty of living...and from that day i started to leave again.
I feel like i was in chains for 4 years and now eventually the chains are broken.
Unfortunately the depression still remained but im sure it will fade in time...
My advice for you people is to keep fighting because whats out there is a lot more beautiful than what it seems and one day you will find the happiness your looking for.Posted by Sik'Turi
I think it is safe to say that Avatar has affected millions of people worldwide in multiple ways, from the environmental message to the sheer homesickness it has implanted in so many individuals. Thinking about these things over the course of the past few days has brought me to the conclusion that many people simply aren't happy with the way the world is currently. However, that feeling is not just based on what they perceive with their feelings.
You might say, "No crap, that was obvious way before Avatar," but I mean, how many of you got up every day, went about your daily business, maybe heard about a shooting, bombing, wreck, oil spill, raging fire, etc, and came back home and went to sleep without a thought about the bigger picture? I know that I was in such a routine that I never really noticed, nor cared, about how the Earth was being affected by the actions of me, myself, and I. I was, on the other hand, noticing the actions of other people out there blowing things up, emitting Co2 into the air, industrializing the most precious lands on our Earth, etc. It caused me to think that I am putting the blame on the 5.999 billion other people on this planet and not taking any responsibility myself.
I was invited to the Environmentalist group on this website by Neytiri, which I gladly joined, and I came across a link she had posted about the world's rainforests. Keep in mind that I grew up learning about how we're losing X amount of rainforest everyday, Y number of species everyday, and Z number of opportunities for plants that could help evolve medicine, but the unfathomable amount of life we are losing in the Amazon and around the world is absolutely pathetic. Remember the fruit that Jake ate when he first piloted his Avatar? The one that so many people have thought looked so juicy and delicious? Take this fact and chew on it: At least 3000 fruits are found in the rainforests; of these only 200 are now in use in the Western World. The Indians of the rainforest use over 2,000.
What have we done to our own Pandora? I can not speak for anyone else on these forums or in this world, but I consider it an absolute shame, a pure irresponsibility by our own race's dominance, that there are such treasures in this world that have yet to be discovered that we are destroying.
Let's take another point from that website: There were an estimated ten million Indians living in the Amazonian Rainforest five centuries ago. Today there are less than 200,000. This one hits closer to home for many people. Sounds a lot like Avatar, doesn't it? Isn't this extremely close to what RDA was attempting in the movie? Sure, you may say they were only after the mineral, but "When people are sitting on **** you want, you make them your enemy, so your justified in taking it." Right? 10 million to 200,000, many of whom were elders who died taking medicinal recipes of the native plants we are destroying with them.
Something else that has intrigued me as I put more thought into it. One of the many symptoms of the "Pandora Effect" has been homesickness. Luckily, it is the only one of the symptoms I have experienced, as I absolutely do not want to be depressed over such a thing. That being said, I can completely understand where those feelings come from. Homesick is defined by Dictionary.com as being "sad or depressed from a longing for home or family while away from them for a long time." No one here has ever been to Pandora, except in our dreams. Everyone here has been to Earth, and everyone here had ancestors at one point in their tree who lived according to Earth's rules, not human's rules. Who lived with an absolute respect for the land, whether they were religious (like me) or nonreligious. An ancestor who did say a prayer to whatever deity they worshiped that the animal they had just hunted would provide energy for The People and return to the mother afterward, who did respect what their deity had bestowed upon them, and who did take one glance at a mountain, rainforest, or ocean and utter a translation of "Oe kllkxem hì'i," or "I stand small," instead of "Oe kllkxem apxa," or "I stand large." Our generation today is homesick because we have no home. Our ancestral homes are being destroyed as I sit here and write this if they haven't already. In my religion, my great-to-the-8th-power grandfather is sitting in Heaven and looking down at what used to be his grounds, which are now probably the Westin Peachtree Plaza in Atlanta, GA. We see Avatar's nature, though manmade in the movie the images are still taken from what God gave us, and I like to think that maybe our homesickness is coming from our inherent, instinctual desire to be a part of what was first given to us. If you're religious, the Garden of Eden? I wish not to go off on a huge tangent, though I actually already have, but it is my way of nurturing the seed that's been growing since I saw Avatar.
So I'm asking each and every one of you, look around you, look at the sky, the trees in your yard, the ocean, the mountains and realize what we are doing to them. Remember how small we should be compared to them, and scoff at how we have tried to make ourselves larger than our own habitat, our own mother. Take a look at yourself and utter, "Oe kllkxem hì'i" while realizing that while the other 5.999 billion Sky People out there may not understand what is happening to our own Pandora, you...a Na'vi, you do.
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